What may be happening
You may text first, suggest plans, and maintain connections while others rarely initiate. Silence from others may feel like proof you are unwanted.
What can help
Track patterns over months—not every friendship requires equal initiation. Experiment with stepping back to see who reaches out without prompting. Have direct conversations with close friends about wanting mutual effort. Invest more in relationships that feel reciprocal in actions, not just words. Notice whether you initiate from anxiety about abandonment versus genuine desire. Accept that some connections naturally fade when effort is unequal.
When to get support
Consider professional support if symptoms persistently interfere with daily life, relationships, or safety. Seek urgent help if you are having thoughts of self-harm or feel unable to stay safe; in the U. S. , call or text 988. Seek therapy if rejection sensitivity or attachment anxiety drives compulsive outreach and distress.